Saturday, April 02, 2005

haiish
whats happening?!?!!
i dun even knoww.
i hate myself
i hate my life
i hate everything abt me
i hate this
and i hate that
leave me alonee``
mixueLOVESyou
Saturday, April 02, 2005



Friday, April 01, 2005

sian lar damn sian okies.
ya had a damn long day in school lar
omg
it sucks lar
bio test ahahas.
then got 7 worksheets of maths to do
i hate it too






to u know who:
you have not been yourself.. i knoww. stop telling me not to worry..i will and i always will
you know how impt we are to one another, we will never give up on each other. i dun want to see you lidat.. stoping hurting yourself and you will stop hurting me okies? i know its hard to cope with *that* but its something everyone have to face it somedaee.
yuppp dun say sorry for neglecting me.. at leastt. you care.. kaes? i dun mindd

hugs ilu too* muackks
mixueLOVESyou
Friday, April 01, 2005



Wednesday, March 30, 2005

piak* to the bedd.
snuggle up my comforterr u knoww. i never felt so nice on the bed before.
hha. watched american idoll. (x wee~ thenn err
yup came online
todayy was lyke thinking alot dunno why also.
esp bout korr* shh! dun tell him kaes.
hmm was kinda crappin alot in class todayy lorr.feel so stressed and pressurized ..
haha. i came up with this writtinggg beloww:

i fake a smile
i hold my head high each day looking ahead
i talk of comfort, faith and trust but inside
the fatigue of saying what i don't mean
wears on meinside there are only tears
and my head hangs in defeat. in sorrow.
and i yell into the sky asking my God
how he could do this to me
there is no faith
no trust
no comfort
only this broken body
and my empty heart


thats how i am really feeling rite now.
i need someone.
mixueLOVESyou
Wednesday, March 30, 2005



Sunday, March 27, 2005

afraid? dun be
i'm right here by u
just turn ardd and find me
oh well. times getting hardd.
dun be sad kaes? its like you still haf her me ur buddies.
yupp? must smile..
you look grt when you smile
perfect when you grinn
these few days you haf not been yourself i feel upset abt it though i really
want to see your true self again..
and hey i believe in you even if the whole world dunch.
i wun let you go..and walk in the dark alone..
remember i am rite in ur heart..kaes?
mixueLOVESyou
Sunday, March 27, 2005